Yes this blog is personal. But it doesn't matter. I can't see you anyways.

In one week I have already managed to make both a website, this blog and a youtube for my art.... I feel so accomplished. Yet I also feel so damn scatter brained. I'm not sure but so much is off about me lately. My grammar, my attention span, my emotions. I feel like I'm floating in jello, or something equally as viscous.  I also feel on edge, as if caught between a shadow and the sunlight, the shadow representing feeling like I'm failing and unaccomplished. The sunlight is pride and excitement for what I have done. It's confusing to see both so clearly yet be so damn unsure of which I will fall into.....

           I don't think the insomnia is helping matters either.

 nor missing my medication....

Note to self:

Try. Practice. Believe. Advance. Challenge.

Set goals....